Yeah - okay - I know that the new year started several weeks ago, but for me, it started yesterday.  Sunday was the one year anniversary of my miscarriage.  I had a not so good weekend, but better than I expected.  I don't think the dog knows what to make of people crying, but he did his best to be my buddy.  I kept myself busy with household chores, watched old movies and ate whatever I wanted.  One thing I wanted was ice cream cake and whipped cream.  
So yesterday started my new year.  I am back on the South Beach diet.  I want to lose 10 pounds.  15 would be great.  I want to be healthier.  Walking the dog helps.  I usually get out to walk him at least once per day, often times it's twice.  When I get the DVD player hooked up again, I will start up with pilates again.  I may even get a new one.  I want to focus more energy on what I can control and let go of that which I can not.  Tough order, but doable I think.
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