Tuesday, September 06, 2011
School is starting all over the place today. I should be sending a little one off to kindergarten. How much fun it would have been buying a little backpack, school supplies, school clothes! I'll bet I would have been weepy watching my baby go off to school. But those are just dreams that will never be fulfilled now. It's easier 5 years later, but I don't know that I'll ever not think of how old our child would have been, what milestones they would have hit. I know I'm not alone in this. Every person who has miscarried, suffered a stillbirth or lost a child after birth goes through the same thing. It really does get easier with time, but the feelings of loss, the hole in your heart never completely goes away.