Thursday, February 04, 2010

Body blows

Sometimes you just get what feels like a body blow. I don't want to talk about it - in fact I feel like I can't talk about it here. So double body blow. This isn't a safe haven for me anymore. Doesn't that suck! It's not my health or anything, not A's or Boomer's health. We're all fine. It's just that I learned something recently and it just felt like WHAM body blow. I hope that someday this kind of thing will not affect me as this did, but I'm not there yet. And sorry for being so cryptic, but I don't feel like I can really go all out and talk about what happened and how I'm feeling because of how it would make one or more of my readers feel, and their feelings are important to me. So, I'm sucking it up. I've had to do that a lot in my life, so nothing new. I'll get through it, but it sucks.

3 comments:

Aims said...

Your feelings deserve to be validated, Kate. There's no right or wrong way to feel -- life is more complex than that. Thinking of you as you work through the lastest blow you've experienced. xoxox

Tricia said...

I am so sorry that you are going through a tough time. Thinking of you, Kate.

Pamela said...

A double body blow!? Ugh. One is bad enough ...