Body blows

Sometimes you just get what feels like a body blow. I don't want to talk about it - in fact I feel like I can't talk about it here. So double body blow. This isn't a safe haven for me anymore. Doesn't that suck! It's not my health or anything, not A's or Boomer's health. We're all fine. It's just that I learned something recently and it just felt like WHAM body blow. I hope that someday this kind of thing will not affect me as this did, but I'm not there yet. And sorry for being so cryptic, but I don't feel like I can really go all out and talk about what happened and how I'm feeling because of how it would make one or more of my readers feel, and their feelings are important to me. So, I'm sucking it up. I've had to do that a lot in my life, so nothing new. I'll get through it, but it sucks.