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So the boss's wife brought their 2 month old baby in today.  He's very cute.  As we stood around and talked, one of my co-workers said "Oh K, to remember those days" referring to having an infant.  I said "I would have liked to have had those days."  What The Fuck!  She knows damn well that it's not just that I don't have kids, but that I couldn't have kids.  WTF!  It hasn't put me in as big a hole as I was yesterday - but still.  What The Fuck!  I thank those of you who sent me virtual hugs yesterday.  I'm looking forward to the real live hugs I will get from A tonight when he gets home from work.  They are great medicine for my wounded soul.